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VISIONS OF MY DEATH

by Cadaver Cable

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1.
Die Tonight 03:00
Sitting in a parking lot At 11:30 at night Listening to the radio And it's faint grey light And when I die tonight I don't know what to tell you You already know what you did You already know what to do And if they never find my body You'll know where it is But I hope you never visit Just let me have this I don't know how to forgive you But now nevermind I don't know if you deserve it After all of this time When I die tonight I don't know what to tell you You already know what you did You already know what to do And if they never find my body You'll know where it is But I hope you never visit Just let me have this
2.
Sitting in a parking lot At 11:30 at night Listening to the radio And it's faint grey light And when I die tonight I don't know what to tell you You already know what you did You already know what to do And if they never find my body You'll know where it is But I hope you never visit Just let me have this I don't know how to forgive you But now nevermind I don't know if you deserve it After all of this time When I die tonight I don't know what to tell you You already know what you did You already know what to do And if they never find my body You'll know where it is But I hope you never visit Just let me have this
3.
I want to show you to the willow tree In my backyard I want to pin you to the concrete And feel you get hard I want to take you on a long hike But I won't bring a gun I want to kiss you in the morning After a night of fun I want to lock you in my closet And keep you safe from harm I want to fall asleep in your mouth And wake up in your arms I want to purify your body And keep it free from rot I know that this won't last forever But right now it's all I got
4.
24/7 Party 02:19
I'm seeing blood on my fingertips I'm seeing men crossing the road I'm seeing curtains torn in two I'm seeing my skull explode It's a 24/7 Party I'm spending all my money Its a 24/7 party It'll all go on without me I'm seeing you in white clothes I'm seeing myself under ground I'm seeing my open mouth grin I'm seeing your lazy frown It's a 24/7 Party And I'm spending all my money Its a 24/7 party It'll all go on without me I'm seeing arms wide open I'm seeing angels nod their heads I'm seeing the fires of the furnace And myself among the dead It's a 24/7 Party And I'm spending all my money Its a 24/7 party It'll all go on without me I'll kill you with my own hands I don't care about the mess And when they catch my body There will be nothing to confess It's a 24/7 Party And I'm spending all my money Its a 24/7 party It'll all go on without me
5.
I will not live through this year You will not live through year I will not live through this year You will not live through year I will not live through this year You will not live through year We won't make it out alive We will not survive these times We won't make it out alive We will not survive these times We won't make it out alive We will not survive these times I will not live through this year You will not live through year I will not live through this year You will not live through year
6.
Vomit 01:26
There's an abandoned house Under the moonlight out back You walked through the wet grass And painted the sky black Abandoned paperback books Sitting in your childhood home And your favorite stuffed bear Is napping there alone Half-written letters You were too scared to send Envelopes left unaddressed One for every close friend You didn't expect to vomit Listening to the Mountain Goats No one claimed that Tallahassee Was keeping you afloat I know you're asleep now Somewhere beneath the rot I know you've found love there You deserve everything you got
7.
Sometimes when I don't exist My laundry goes unfolded And sometimes when the morning hits I can't recall what I did And there's Clown corpses everywhere Sprawled across the ground Clown corpses fill the air An everywhere I look, you know they're there Sometimes in the Florida heat I cannot bear the cold And sometimes as I cut my hair I feel myself grow old And there's Clown corpses everywhere Sprawled across the ground Clown corpses fill the air Everywhere I look, you know they're there Sometimes when the stars are dim I turn on my bedroom light And often when the door's unlocked I can feel the vampire's bite And there's Clown corpses everywhere Sprawled across the ground Clown corpses fill the air Everywhere I look, you know they're there
8.
Heaven 17 04:20
If I only had a gun I'd leave it back in Georgia And if I had those pills on me I'd chug the bottle for ya But now all I've got Is a forest and all my blood There's a bridge not far from here With an answer in the flood In the dim lights of the club Who knows if I'm a boy or a girl But if you approach me now I'll take you for a whirl I found a man who likes Heaven 17 And now we share a bed But even with his arms around mine There's visions in my head I've got my computer and keys Surrounded by empty bottles And down the street lives an organ That sings out all the gospels It's hard to live in a corpse I want to reject my immortality It didn't take long to realize That God's gifts are not for me So if you find me someday All rotting under saw palm fronds Don't you worry about bringing me back Because I'm already gone
9.
Wolves 02:20
I hope the wolves you summoned Eat your flesh alive My body will keep on twitching Long after I die The five stages of decomposition Won't catch me yet And long after the beaches sink We'll all freeze to death I know you'll never outrun me We won't catch a break Love is a hallelujah he said Not something we can take I've grabbed a fresh cigarette Just something for my lips I'll meet you in the darkness Under the eclipse In fitful dreams I saw myself Floating in the water I'm every father's son And every mother's daughter So hold my hand as I sleep And say goodbye again You'll never see me thriving And you'll never fucking win
10.
With a rosary hung on my neck I've arrived at the pearly gate There's an angel standing here I guess Peter is on break And I cried to that man Please don't you understand Heaven's not the place for me Nor is Hell my home for eternity If God truly loved his children He'd let me become undone! Now my brother please try to listen I know of your morbid visions But here is a place you can truly relax And find that unknown joy perhaps! For God does love his children And he made entire worlds for them Oh sir you've misheard my pleas I simply don't want immortality No matter how lovely this land is It would still force me to exist So if creatures like you have a heart Won't you watch me fall apart? Far too beautiful to disappear Can't you see my eyes fill with tears? I can love what I barely know And I'll preserve you even though I envy your search for the void And the freedom that it could afford So I put my rosary around his neck And pulled him close to m I knew he wanted destruction too So I planted a kiss on his cheek And within his arms we fell Away from those shining gates Upwards to a place unknown As we felt ourselves disintegrate
11.
Word of God 01:22
We accidentally lost your dental records It was more of a question than a suggestion The bridge wasn't even that high dude You shoulda had a few more beers The gates are locked right now actually You didn't think to clean your room first? The milk in your fridge is expired Half my angels have the weekends off to be honest I'm sorry but my phone was busy There's very little time left This needed to happen I guess Welcome back!

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released September 10, 2021

Fernando Gonzalez: Guitar on Die Tonight 2
Erin Johnston: Vocals on Clown Corpses
Catherine Fredrick: Guitar on Through This Year
David P Elwin: "Angel" vocals on Battle at the Gates
Amelia Ranger: Guitar on 24/7 Party
Daniel O'Brien: Narration on Word of God
Arthur Elwin: Everything else

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Cadaver Cable Florida

Formed in 2019, Cadaver Cable is the passion project of a Florida goth, and, sometimes, his friends. It's made up of 2am compositions, phone voice memo recordings, twenty-dollar keyboards, sore hands, and desperation.

A friend of the band jokingly referred to its genre as "corpse-core." Another said "it has a very deranged haunted quality." The genres of the albums are not consistent at all.
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